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[31 Aug 2009|10:47pm] |
Dear God,
Please give me focus.
Thank you,
Maiqui
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[09 Aug 2009|12:18pm] |
sometimes it really feels like i want to give up on this
and then i realize that i can't
because i'm all in
because i made my choice.
sometimes i feel like everything i do is useless
i guess it is
but it's all i can do.
so i'm sorry.
for everything.
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[11 Jul 2009|12:11pm] |
my new life:
8am - wake up and study
1130am - leave for school
12-4pm - class
430pm - study in the lib
7pm - dinner
9pm-4am - study cases.
REPEAT.
i think the only thing worse than being lied to
is knowing you're being lied to.
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[18 May 2009|01:05am] |
I'm sick to my stomach. the crisis is me. the crisis is you. the point is insecurity. the answer is faith. hay.. vague. but its true. my heart's getting darker. I need love to lead me home.
cheese.
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[18 May 2009|12:58am] |
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I'm one of the chosen few that went ahead and fell for you
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[11 May 2009|02:04am] |
shouldn't think about you, but i do.
all the freaking time.
and i can't seem to regret it.
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[30 Apr 2009|04:12am] |
"She looked at him with love in her eyes, but she feared the night ahead,feared her dreams. Her life was split. Both day and night were competing for her."
"The heaviest of burdens is therefore simultaneously an image of life's most intense fulfillment."
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[17 Mar 2009|05:02pm] |
parang i can't tell if i'm numb or not. parang i don't know if i WANT to be numb or not.
maybe it's the boredom.
maybe it's me.
can't stay here but i don't want to leave. UGH.
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[11 Mar 2009|06:30pm] |
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how many times can i break til i shatter?
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[02 Feb 2009|07:13pm] |
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wowww i hope i make it through the next few months. god give me strength.
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[27 Jan 2009|09:05am] |
yesterday was fun =) drives are fun... motorcycles are fun... food is fun... views are fun... laughing's fun =)
i loved getting away from the city and bumming =) everything about things here confuses me. i never know how to act or where to place myself, or when it's okay not to lie anymore. it's always a battle to balance the future with what i need from the present. being away kinda felt like running away, but i didn't really care. so i was running from the confusion, the doubt, the whole freakin situation, so what? someone said i should just face it and come to terms with what i know should happen. i can't yet e... part of me still hopes i'm strong enough to take what's being thrown.
so for now... when i can't handle it, i guess i just take a break and run for a bit.
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[21 Jan 2009|10:11pm] |
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doubt's a bitch.
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[13 Jan 2009|09:24pm] |
so...
today was confusing.
because i don't know what i want to make of that thing that you wrote in my thing that i read. in a way i'd like to let go of the past, but i don't know if letting go of the past means letting go of you or letting go of the hurt and getting on with my life with you still in it. i'm leaning towards the second, but... i'm scared.
and now i don't know which of you i'm writing about. punyeta.
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[11 Jan 2009|02:32pm] |
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So long my luckless romance, my back is turned on you
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[06 Jan 2009|11:23pm] |
i need.... SOMETHING. ugh.
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[15 Oct 2008|10:45pm] |
me: hey dad, where's damar?
dad: i dunno. probably near dammest.
OMG. MY FATHER.
one more.
javi: manang, what's this?
me: a praying mantis.
javi: praying antis
martin: yoda.
me: what?
jaymi and martin: praying, ant is.
me: wow. that's like a whole sentence.
hay sabaw.
i exercised today. yurg. i miss being able to see you everyday =(
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[05 Oct 2008|07:37pm] |
sometimes you make me
SO MAD.
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[15 Aug 2008|03:06am] |
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caught between loneliness and emptiness.
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[05 Aug 2008|10:44pm] |
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if you let me run for long enough, you'll be surprised how far i get. what are you waiting for?
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